5th week of the semester
what have I done? nothing
I got trouble dividing my time between one extracurricular task with another; I haven't had the chance to study comprehensively-I even think that I studied harder last semester; my Brevet course messed up with my make up classes even one of the test will be coming soon. I am so fucked up.
I have 3 weeks remaining to catch up all my study, I have about 2 weeks to prepare NAC, and I have less than a week to face final night of PPA. not to mention about my regular task in my voluntary organizations. I am totally screwed.
I don't think that this is the good weeks-or month-to me. I feel like I am running out of time when honestly I didn't do anything. I am lack of motivation. I am to spoiled by my comfort zones; I want to go back there many times recently.
I kinda lost sight of what I really want to be. I want to give up sometimes. I don't wanna be the best on everything, I just want to be average if it makes me happier than now. I want to be usual. I don't wanna continue fighting. I don't even feel to continue this post anymore.
The point is, I am tired. I want to go home. For good
miserable-
Lolita
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