RESOLUTION(s)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FELLAS!!
I am supposed to attend somekind of meeting with my fellow Treasurer to prepare the monthly report which will be presented this Friday but I think that today I should be studying, so I make it tomorrow.
Then after an hour of nothing, I think that I should probably written down my new-year resolutions since it's been the 7th page of 365.
So, this is the first time for me to make a new year resolution, and even though it's kinda late.
well, it's better late than never right?

#1. the ultimate resolution. somekind of repetation but since this time I've made this into a resolution (which bring this into a high new level), so here we are: LOOSE WEIGHT! yea, I am THAT serious. I want to experience the feeling of having a gap on my thigh, please?

#2. to support resolution #1, I decided to do more exercise. I'm done doing unhealty diet which consist of torturing myself by not eating any heavy-meal all day. and usually that only survived for couple days (that made my diet only stays on the "plan" stage).

 #3. which leads to resolution #3: have a healthier live, including having a healthy meal, do more exercise, have enough sleep (not over). I know that health cost more then wealth and I don't want to risk my health over something (ex: lebih milih makan mie biar hemat-which actually I never did since my mom forbid me to eat instant noodle)because I want to live longer-if God give me chance to-so I could be there for my child:') and also give more influence to people.

#4. talking about giving influence, lately I've been thinking so much about, "what have I done for society", "have I been a good person to my circumtances", "what value I've been giving to others", or even "does anyone out there think that I am just an insulting bitch"...... my bitching year has done:') now I am transforming into an angel hohoho like it's even possible..... the point is, I am trying to be a better person(that sound really cliche btw). Maybe not the kind of person who do charity all the time (because-no offense-sometimes I think there are people who do charity just to seek attention.....well, despite of their actual goal, at least they've done something so I'm done judging) but more likely to give more value and happiness to others. and one of my lecturer ever said that if we can't make someone happy, at least don't give more burden and sadness to their live. Couldn't agree more!

#5. spend less money on hunting desserts and dresses:") and invest more on books. One ever said, "Cara terbaik untuk menghabiskan uangmu adalah dengan cara menyimpannya di dalam otakmu"

#6. travel more! my target is to hike 2 more mountains and visit a well-known island (Pulau Seribu, Nusa Lembongan, or Gili Trawangan-depend). I am sooooo done seeing the boring interior of mall or cafe. I think that age also has passed? I am no longer in a mood to hunt a new cafe at town or taste a new bakery on the city. Besides it's not supporting resolution #1 LOL =))

#7. I think I should put this earlier but I guess 7 is a lucky charm? I need to have a better grade. I've been wasting a year and I can do so much in a year. No, people could do so much while I just wasting it. But I have no regret. I believe everything happen for a reason. I just need to figure out what is the reason of watching my fellow friend chasing 5 semesters to their Bachelor degree, while I also have 5 semesters remaining to a Diploma degree. Life is all about choices. And I choose my parent's happiness and pride over mine :)

#8. Talking about education, I also want to take a Tax Brevet Certification on my second semester, around March or April. So, by the end of this year I have something more to put on my CV :") and one step ahead from my classmates on Tax material *psytrap detected*

#9. I want to do intern. Anywhere, it doesn't really matter. I just want to experience the feeling of having my own money. No, my pocket money is also my own money -_- I mean, working hard to generate my own penny will be amazing and surely will make me appreciate more every Rupiah that my parents gave me.

#10. I plan to reduce my frequency of going home. You know that the ticket to Bali is so Goddamn expensive and it's applied all year? Sakit keneh Iluh PP kemarin cost more than 3 friggin million rupiah and I feel awful to my parents. Also the energy that I've wasted on every packing routine-both physically and mentally. Tbh, living away for more than a year didn't make going back to Jakarta became easier. The more time I spent with my family, the harder I dragged myself back to the airport.

I can't think anymore resolution to add and 10 is more than enough to make the last year of me being teenager became a good starting point-if all of them were accomplished. Can't believe that I'm turning 19 next month! #kode #kodekeras #butIdon'treallyexpectmuchtho #tapiboong



have a lot to do!-


Sandya xx