sekarang aku tau kenapa aku selalu pengen pulang....
especially when exam weeks approaching like this...
so, speaking as a Balinese that currently living outside Bali, I always consider it as my home; my comfort zone, my place to squeal, my place to run away even for a while.
but now I started to think that it is a place to getaway for me. I will not stay longer than a month to bring my whole toiletries back home. ya....sesingkat ithu:))
aku selalu mikir kenapa at some point of my year, pasti akan ada high-season dimana aku selalu pengen pulang more than I used to. For instance: menjelang ujian, saat patah hati (yaduu), saat ada special celebration of my family member. Tapi semua itu bisa ditawar kok. kalo misalnya mama atau bapak habis dari Jakarta (on Bapak's case, kalo sempat ketemu) the urge of wanting to go home will decrease massively. but now, I just met Bapak two days ago, and out of the blue, I suddenly miss going home.
I miss the place that I called home. Dulu aku selalu wonder kenapa sih Bali penuh banget sama wisatawan like they don't know holiday season aja gitu, pokoknya kapanpun kalian ke Bali pasti rame sama wisatawan (which make the plane ticket so damn expensive all yeaaaar long). Aku selalu bingung apa orang-orang ini ga bosen sama Bali.
well, I found the answer the hard way....
Sebagai orang yang sekarang ke Bali cuma buat liburan, I never get bored. Despite of my whole family still living there, I always find a way to go back home. I discover the answer: it's the vibe.
Something about driving on the road that even had a tiny traffic at some point, but it will never stressed you out like Jakarta's traffic does to you. Something about walking the path around Sanur before having a breakfast on Men Weti. Something about going to Seminyak and try the restaurant and sometimes window-shopping walaupun udah tau sih price tagnya bikin......(isi sendiri)
Jujur aja, kalo dulu aku ditanya kenapa pengen pulang, I will answer within any second, "Di Bali semuanya gampang! Makanan udah siap, kendaraan tinggal pake, fasilitas lengkap. I don't need to take care my own needs by my self." Sounds spoiled tapi yha gitu....cuma beneran deh sebenernya ku tak semanja itu #ngeles. And now, ya... aku masih beli makanan sendiri, kemana-mana naik angkutan umum, all my activity centered only in room instead of my whole house. Tapi aku udah mulai bisa get along with it, it's no biggie anymore. Aku sadar kalo aku bakal menjalani pola hidup seperti ini dalam jangka waktu yang lumayan lama, I can live with it.
Speaking of Bali livin...now I wanna go home.
Even I am not that beach person, tapi aku pengen ke Sanur sekarang.....pengen ke Seminyak.....pengen ke Sakura beli bajakan *loh.....pengen ke starbucks yang di Ubud biarpun harganya di mark-up gila-gilaan!!!pengen kembali pulang ke pelukan mama yang selalu menerimaku apa adanya #baper....
hell, I even miss fighting over a fluffy guling with my sister:((
I don't know which one I wanted more; to bring my whole family here or to drag my whole life to Bali?
missing home-
Sandya
ps: aku abis narot loh! will tell about it soon(or after mid, I guess)
pps: today supposed to be....ah sudahlah, aku sebenerya juga udah ga baper-baper amat-_-
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